Ttc :(

This whole ttc thing is starting to get me down now!

After my af being 4days late and me getting my hopes up. She showed her ugly head. Well at lest its not as pain full as i though it would be this month.

So roll on month 16 of ttc for baby#2. Hoping next month will be our month.

Ben would be a really good big brother, and i really don't want a big age gap. :(

27-7-2011

Well today my baby boy is 2 years old! where has the time gone? The saying 'Time fly's when you'r having fun' is so true. Time is flying and i wish it would slow down abit! Befor i know it it'l be Ben's 1st day at school.

Well i took Ben to a big soft play with some of his little mates. he had a really nice time. After we went home for his cake and people cam ropund.

The photo is of Benjamin in his 'i am two' top. xx

3-3-2011

Well 7:30am start in the Derrick house.
After Ben had his food Andrew walked him to a tool shop. So much fun (not!lol)
Well today i really need to get this nappy cake finished and Bens gotta try on his bottoms for baby Dylan's christening on Saturday.

Benjamin's christening is well on the way to be done now woohoo lol. I'v got his suit its soo cute. my dress have been orered. dont know what it will look like on though. and hall is booked god pearnts picked. Sarah McNair Sally Willson Eddy Ford Sammy Hurley and Stan Hurley. thank you so much for saying yes!!

Well think we'r going over my mum and dad's again today. Andrew's helping dad make the bar. roll on summer!

2-2-2011

Well Ben's awake at 7am again.thing its the sun thats waking him lol.

Went up the shop god it's soo cold out there. But it's colder in my flat, i really wish my heating well be done, it'snot funny anymore.

Mum came to pick us up as the car is still being fixed. still can't that Jack and his mates done it over.

Stayed at mums chilling when she took Ben out to see my cousion. didn't get home till 8pm and by then i just wanted to sleep.
Hey tomorrow's a new day

27-7-09

wiell im in the hospital and about 2 give birth 2 my baby boy.

18:16 after a 3.5 hour labour my baby is here. benjaminjames weights in at 7lb2.5oz. wasnt the best of labours but he got here safe and sound.

i'd do it all again 4 my baby boy!